Ooooo, look what else they changed when I was gone.
The journal entry stuff r different. Hmm, interesting. Anyways! So, main reason I'm even writing this is because *Saint-chan tagged me and left it on my main page. (Sad,  that it took a tag for me to type out stuff on here, amirite?)

But also to give you guys an update about what's goin' on with me, I guess. If anyone cares, lol. XD

I feel reeeally guilty for not being on here as much. But I just have SO much going on, (really! I do!) I don't have time to post. I recently got a job, basically, as soon as I returned home from English-land. And I hate it.. I work with kids, it's not the children I hate, it's the adults. My boss really fucks me off, she's a twat. I say that with no remorse.



Anyways, I've been saving up all the money I'm getting from that to possibly go back this year. I've been applying to colleges as well over there, since.. late Jan, early Feb. Been doing fuck-loads of research. (That is taking up a LOT of my free time that I have now.) It's SO much work and it's so stressful. I've never checked my email so much in my LIFE. College emails have to be one of the most nerve-racking things on the planet. Honestly, this is the most stressed out I've been in my life ever.

I have to worry about my work, I've been doing a good job, so my boss says (I really didn't care when she told me that btw, I was just thinking about how much I wanted to punch her in the face while she was saying it), but I have transportation issues. I have to depend on my grandmother for a ride and sometimes she just can't take me, and I have to take a bus. She knew when she hired me that I don't drive. If I'm a little bit late, she throws a fit. (I DON'T CONTROL HOW BUSES RUN THX, YOUWHORE) She's just... an idiot. I hate her. Seriously. So, I have to deal with her bullshit on pretty much daily basis now. I should take a picture of her and light it on fire to make myself feel a little bit better... I just kinda giggled at the thought.

AND, on top of that, I have to worry about getting CAS for school, then getting ok'ed for a grant, then a student visa, then being approved a student visa. ALL before this September. It's just like.. ugh, god, I cannot take the stress. Please. Kill. Me. Now. I just hope all this suffering I'm going through will be worth it in the end. ;__;

Anyways, little update on meee. Now to the tag.

Rules
1 Post these rules
2 Each tagged person must post ten facts about themselves on their journal
3 Choose ten friends and put their icon on the same page
4 Go to their page and send a message saying you tagged them
5 NO TAG-BACKS!

1. I cut my own hair. (I get compliments on it, don't think I do a bad job plz o__o)

2. I hate getting over attached to people. A lot. It scares me so much. Yet, I already have gotten over attached to someone and it is the scariest thing that has happened to me.

3. I love different languages. I have like.. German, Russian, Finnish, Danish on my mp3. (Which I currently can't find at the moment. FUCKMYLIFE.)

4. I'm afraid of needles.

5. I enjoy making things awkward/awkward situations for other people. It's just how I roll.

6. I saw the newest Harry Potter movie in England. Hell. Yes. <3

7. I obsess almost every minute, of every day, about how I can get out of this shit-hole and go back to where I was happy. I seriously cannot stand where I live in NY.

8. I'm an insult machine. I am. Ask my real life friends. They know. I sometimes greet them with an insult. But it's all just silliness for me.

9. I don't mind being alone. I don't really "need" anyone. Yet sometimes I can get so lonely and wish I could cuddle up to someone at night like I used to. Ass backwards much?

10. I can tend to be very absent minded.